"Summer"

"Summer"

Summer Comes And Goes

So Very Fast

So Fast That We Don't Take It All In.

We're Busy With Work And Outside Playing

That We Don't Take In The True Beauty Of It.

Next Thing We Know, It's Fall

Summer's Falling Away

The Flowers Dying

The Trees Browning.

Then Winter Arrives, The Snow Covers The World

All Is Dead,

All We Do Is Stay Inside And Try To Keep Warm.

I Guess Summer's Like Love,

We Don't Appreciate It When It's Here, In The Summertime

When Love Is Browning And Dying, We Still Think We Feel The Warmth

But When Winter Comes, When all Is Dead

The Snow-Drop Tears Come And We Try To Hide How Cold We Are

How Much We Hurt...

"Daughter Of Madness" (Daughter Of Evil Parody For Misty)

“The Daughter Of Madness”

Tee Hee Hee..Shall We Begin?~

Once Upon In Such A Dark Place,

There Was A Family No One Dared To Face

The Heir To The Throne,

The Little Mad Girl Of The Home!

So Much She Had, All Within The Land,

A Loyal Servant With The Same Name,

Her Loyal Crow Was Named War,

The Whole World Was What She Was Fighting For.

If You’re Short On Coins Don’t Make A Fuss,

Just Don’t Take From Us!

If You Wish To Put My Head On A Stick,

Think Again, You Ignorant Prick!

“Now...BOW TO ME!!!”

Flowers Of The Dark,

Already In A  Bloom,

The Scent Of  Bloody Doom!

All Of The Holy Men Who Want To Stay,

They Can Just Vanish And Shrivel Away.

The Girl Held A Love For A Man,

Of The Pure Dark Who Wasn’t Much A Fan

Instead He Chose Another Girl

Girl Of The Upper World!

The Girl Saw This, And Was Filled With Rage

She Called Her Brother To Her Face,

She Whispered With A Hate So Deep

“Make She Can No Longer Stay On Her Feet”

War Was Waged On The Mortal World,

So Many Bloody Screams, Their Blood Curled,

All Of The People Who Suffered Now,

No Pity From The Underworld!!

“Oh, Its Time For Tea.”

Flowers Of The Dark,

In A Bloody Doom,

Even The Flower Thought Herself Very Refined

The Thorns She Dug In Had Caused Her World To Decline.

To Defeat This Demon, ‘Twas Not An Easy Task,

But Their Mask Began To Break,

To War They Marched On

Lead By The Man Whom She Had Despised!

All Of Their Anger Had Built Up From The Years,

Consuming Them Without Fear,

Her Armies Were Battered From The War Before,

The Mortal Attacks Were Not A Chore.

When They All Had Fallen They Surrounded Her Room,

All Had Ran But Here From This Bloody Tomb

The Girl Herself Could Not Pose A Fight

She Was Finally Captured In The Night!

“You’re Such A Disrespectful Man!”

Once Upon In Such A Dark Place,

There Was A Family No One Dared To Face

The Heir To The Throne,

The Little Mad Girl Of The Home!

She Was To Be Punished At 3’oclock

When God’s Bells Resounded Their Tock

The Girl Who Had Acted As Royalty

Was To Be Killed With No Loyalty.

At The Time That Took So Long To Come,

God’s Bells Sounded Rather Long

Sitting In The Chair Without A Gaze At The Crowd

She Spoke With Her Eyes In A Shroud~

“Oh, It’s Time For Tea.”

Flowers Of The Dark, No Longer In Bloom,

The Scent Of Her Own “Shocking” Doom~

Now The People Will Curse Her Name

The Daughter Of Madness Was The One To Blame.

There You Go. ~

"Grief"

My Mother Is Like A Faded Cloth

Torn

Battered

Beat

Full Of Dust,

Hidden Away.

Torn From The Pains Of Life

Battered By The Divorce And The Lies She Wove So Gracefully

Beat From All Of That Collapsing On Her,

The Dust Covers Her Memories

Hidden Away From The World, To Hide The Shame Of The Family

Of The Girl

Who’s Mom Killed Herself.

One Day We All Hope That We Can Sew Up Those Tears

Straighten Out The Lumps In The Cloth

Lay The Cloth Out To Be Relieved Of The Weight

Clean It Up With A Nice Good Scrub

Put It Out On The Fence, For All The World To See,

And Maybe, Just Maybe

One Day We Can Make A Dress Out Of That Cloth

And Wear It Proudly.

One Day, We May Forget About Our Grief.

"Smile"

“Smile”

A Smile Cracked Across Her Face

Fake

But Believable.

Nobody Knew

The Pain

Inside

Nobody Knew

The Plan

That Was To Unfold

That Night.

Class Ended, She Smiled And Went Out The Door,

Waving

Waving Goodbye To Her Teacher

Farwell! Have A Good Week!

A Good Week.

A Whole Week

Until They Would Find Out.

She Walked Home

Inside

Nobody’s Here.

She Cried Out In Pain

All In Vain

It Was Too Late

Nobody Would Hear

She’s Breaking Down

Into A Mental Fit.

“It’s Time”

A Bath To Clean

Plastic To Cover

A Shotgun To End.

Her Room Was White With Plastic

Her Furniture Barely Shining Through.

She Wrote With Trembling Hands

The Note That Would Seal It All

To Her Mother

Her Father

Her Brother

Her Boyfriend.

That’s The Only Way To Seal The Deal.

The Note Was Put In Front Of Her

The Shotgun Put To Her Head

1...

   2...   

3.

The Shot Rang Out

Mom And Dad Ran In

Tears

Screaming

Nothing Can Take Back

What They Just Saw.

The Little Girl That They Raised Is Just Lying There

No More Head

Body Lifeless And Pale.

They Picked Up The Note,

Quivering Hands

Only 5 Words Across The Page

What

         Can

                   A

                       Smile

                                   Hide?

"That August Evening"

"That August Evening”

My Mother Is Like A Faded Memory

Her Face,

Her Smell,

Her Personality, All Gone,

But Not.

Her Memories Are Still Here

In That, Is She Truly Gone?

I Know That August Eventing

When Those Tears Were Shed And Words Tumbled Out Of My Dad’s Quivering Mouth

I Didn’t Cry,

I Walked Outside, Taking A Breath,

The Air Chilly In My Lungs

I Said

“Take Care Of Her, Make Her Not Hurt Anymore”

To The Air,

To The Ground,

To The World Beyond.

“Give Her Everything She Wants, Everything And Anything, Just Please Oh Please...”

“Don’t Take Her Sunshine Away.”

"10 Ways To Look At Myself"

10 Ways To Look At Myself.

1.

A girl who smiles all the time, happy happy, never stumbles and gives up, never waving a white flag to depression and frustration.

2.

The girl who tries to be beautiful and fails, her face too red, body too big and skin too pimply

3.

The girl who’s never happy, always saying “I’m never okay” Or “I’m fine. just leave me alone.”

4.

The smiling jester queen who always acts silly, but even the king’s fool has hidden sorrow inside.

5.

The fighting girl who wears those dark wings, the horns almost never visible, her might only matched by the rage she carries

6.

The sad sobbing girl who lost her mom, always thinking it was her fault, always spending her days away in the councillor's office.

7.

The quiet girl in her classes, always getting good grades and always tring her hardest to take notes and pay attention in class.

8.

She freaks out about any mistake she makes on a test, coming in and re-doing the whole quiz, just for the one that she missed.

9.

That girl who always smiles on the outside, crying on the inside, and she doesn’t let anyone go over her cement made walls, the walls that protect her true self.

10.

Let’s all just pity the girl, the girl with a dead mom and an ugly face, the one who has the ugly body and is an ass through and through.

So many different ways to look at her, this girl named Felicia.